Heart Breaks Once Again

I am the type of a girl who wants a serious relationship, no fling, no open dating. I started dating when I was in College and had only one boyfriend the entire time. I started dating only after two years.  After that, I met my husband for 3 years who had been my boyfriend for 5 years. It’s not that easy when your heart breaks once again.

The marriage was declared null and void because we never really lived under one roof. It was like being married only in paper. That was 8 years. And it ended just like that. When your heart breaks once again, you are kinda devastated. I was devastated. It was a crazy beautiful love.

The turning point in my life is when I met my one true love. Or so I thought. I thought he was my knight in shining armor. I thought he was the man who would dust me off, pick me up and fix every broken piece of me. I thought he was the one who will make me whole again.

So my one true love turned out to be maybe more like my one last love? :d I don’t know. It’s just really hard. I thought he was the one.

Lesson learned? Well, you should not be depending on a man to help you get up when life knocks you down. You don’t have to wait for him to brush the hair in your face and tell you to stop crying, that it’s okay, that everything is going to be fine, especially now that he is here for you.

When your heart breaks once again? You will know it this time.

Man as your knight isn’t real. When life exhausts you of all your strength,  you don’t need a man to make you strong. You just really have to rest a little. Cry if you have to but you never give up. All you need is a little strength to stand again. No matter how hard it is. You just really have to do it. You just really have to say to yourself that you can do it because when your heart breaks once again, all you needed is strength to love again because a heartbreak can never be an excuse to not fall in love again, to feel special once again. Be strong to love again. Be strong to be hurt once again. Be strong because love conquers everything.